Disturbed :(

it's 4 am in e morning and i am awaken by my sis's calls and messages. she has returned back to yesterday.. thoughts of committing suicide and she nearly did it again. thank god i threatened to kill my self if she did anytink to herself and i really meant it. i dont know whether i will be alive for long with in this life with my sis in such problems.. i might just end off my life to avoid it all 2gether.. anw how long can i live when my greatest support at e moment. my sis, is giving up on her life? 2mr might just be my last day of my life. but then again i want to take care of father, sister and brother. show to the world tt gals can also raise their parents not only guys.. since my brother is still young.. i want to take over tt duty..if not for them, i wuld have ended my life a long time ago..