Wednesday, May 23, 2007

No more control of my emotions

I feel so horrible inside out. Why r things in such a rush!! i am so lost. ms yeo also leaving this friday.
sigh.i will really miss her. my strength is slowly fading away frm me. i have no one to turn to at the moment. facing everything all alone. suddenly all the problems just come be4 me and i dont know wad to do.

prelim results also very bad. have to see the HOD to get my report book. dnt failed... both folio and theory. i am so angry at myself. now i am not able to study. the feeling inside me really makes me sad.
not able to concentrate on wad i want to do. self reflecting on wad i have done for the past 17 years..

feel so useless. so much problems. hard to deal with. no one is here to comfort me.. it's just me by myself. worse thing my family is not by my side.. realli miss them. feel so jealous and sad when i see other families 2gether.. i feel like giving up ady.. SIGH. losing control of my emotions... it's just taking over me. no appetite yet ate so much without knowing.

1 comment:

Sunita said...

i am glad that i am with my family now :)