Confused

damn. i havent blogged for so long. sigh.. feel so useless. cant even understand wad tt person is going through. i feel as if a demon has possesed me. dont know y suddenly last nite i started crying and thrashing abt my bed. my heart was in pain. so painful. i felt like injuring myself. felt like running away and never come back again. or am i going mad? when i woke up i realised tt one of my fingers was painful.i tink i did injure it when i was thrashing abt my bed yest nite. today morning i tried to avoid my friends... i dont know wad's happening to me.