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I feel so out of place... i dont belong here.. this feeling sucks... it makes me feel helpless...  haiz... i dont know wad to do... i dont think i would ever be able to fit in this world... i am so backward and the world is changing fast and i am not being left out... i would never be able to catch up at this rate..

So LOng...

omg... i have not like updated my blog for so long!!! too lazy... and no net at home!!! haiz.. winter shopping so little this year... no money already!! so many stuffs on the magazines and newspapers tat i want to buy!!! haiz.. exams on the last week of december!! wah liao.. have not even study for the exam yet... nothing goes in my brain!!! urghh!!! but skool days are great... not onli studying but also play badminton, basketball.... so fun!! i sure am going to miss sch days after it is over... sob sob!!

Oh... shopping was great yesterday with mom except when i had to stand on the micro when i was returning home.. we bought so many things which were not on our shopping list.. haha.. wad to do.. hehe.. it was really fun and tiring too.. my mom really knows how to bargain.. i should go shopping with her more often..

No Chance!!

OMG!!! How can they think of merging us with Caspian Valley College? That's impossible.. i cant accept it.. we need our own identity.. this is not acceptable at all.. there has to be another way.. there must be. *lost for words*

Finally!!!! After so long i am updating my blog... so much has happened since i arrived at nepal... took quite a long time to adjust to the surroundings here. it was tough. then i started tuition classes for nursing entrance test.. too bad didnt pass. i had to do something so i tot why not 'A' level.. it's not easy either but manageable i guess... had to go thru appendix operation.. painful!! I am gonna take my AS examination soon... ahhh.. very scared.. School's been very fun with great friends out here... Just had blood donation drive yesterday.. we were not expecting many ppl.. but in the end so many ppl came!!! We were surprised and happy that our efforts paid off!!! I am going to put up those pics in facebook.. mayb 2mr or the day after 2mr.. it was a great experience... just had accounts extra class!! Now in the lab with Rishi dai and twins. Gonna leave soon.

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ARRRRHHHH!!! Freak freak!! Sum1 go and delete all my friendster contacts!! My head is boiling. haiz. nth is in my favour lately. this is just making everything worse. oh god please help me. think i am going to go mad!!! oh lord please!!'

aww..

today was a very tiring day... also very strange as my class so little people come.. then during assembly at first also only me and xuan... then came kash then we joined 5N1 class for assembly so fwens frm other classes thought my class didnt come 2dae... then later more of them came then 9 ppl were in total.. dnt.. went thru theory. then poa class and chem and ss.. by SS period which was the last two periods onli 4 ppl left: me, xuan, kash and shirah.. after tt onli me left.. then went toilet.. met haja there.. then checked my handphone got missed call so i called back. then tis haja tot i talking to some secret person as i went to the last cubicle to talk.. it's because they were so noisy. then while i was talking didnt know that haja was spying on me when i sw her i screamed cause she scared me... BUT haja.. u will never know who i was talking to.. haha!!! i win!! LOL!!!


For SS S3P went to AVA.. i was the only 5N3 student and incidentally the only gal in the whole 5N.. after SS then got hist.. i was the onli person.. so 1 on 1 with ms wong.. first time haha..
then went tao payoh library to study.. didnt come straight home as i will plunge straight into my bed or use this laptop.. then ate at macdonald's and did some chem revision. then bought something along the way and took a bus home.. took a bath and here i am!! going to sleep anytime. but must let my hair dry up first... ahh!!! 2mr last day of skool. as in normal skool day.. awww.. very sad!! will be leaving singapore on the 29th of november.... dont want to go back.. but wad to do!! no choice.